Bridezilla strikes....

So all of you that have gone before me in this planning a wedding ordeal thing...I bow at your feet and marvel how you survived! I am so far from the alter that I really shouldn't be so stressed but it seems to keep coming and the pile gets deeper by the day. There are some things I expected that would stress me out but there has definitely been some curve balls that I didn't picture when I was a little girl dreaming of my big day!! Everyone seems to want more details...well be careful what you wish for I am about to unload. I am marrying a perfect man...well at least perfect for me!! But I never expected to have some of the challenges that we are having. My honey has been married before me and has 2 beautiful little girls that are rock stars and the lights of our lives! But with a previous marriage comes an ex-wife. Needless to say that she hates me. What can I say you can't please them all. Here is where it gets sticky and dare I say stressful....Clint was sealed to his first wife in the temple. And for us to be sealed in the temple she has to write a letter and give permission and then have the first presidency sign off on it. We are hoping she will play nice but who knows...So that is up in the air! And then there is his family...all his siblings and father really don't like me...his mom has been nice though. Apparently they had a bad experience with the first wife so they are having a hard time giving me a chance....I just want to state for the record I am a nice girl! But apparently that does not matter to the ex and the future in-laws. Then there is the stress of him finding a job here and moving here and me finding a more full time job...and then in the middle of all this I find out that I need to have a root canal RE-DONE and did i mention I have no dental insurance seeing I am between jobs. So I am sure you think that my whinnying is coming to a close but know sadly I have a few more whines....Like long distance relationships SUCK!! I just want to spend all my time with him and alas the 7 hours between us causes a little problem with that thought. The wedding seems to the less stressful part of my life...Everything seems to be going to well on that front. I found my dream dress...I feel like such a princess in it. We have the reception site...the menu planned...and the colors are finally picked!! Oh one more stress...did I mention my car blew up on the way home from work today!! That is right I sat on the side of the road today hating life...I am hoping it can't get any worse....we will see though....more to come!!