This is truely the only question I can ask myself...To be crazy or not to be? So those who know me know that I usually choose crazy :) I have prince charming in my life right now...he is seriously great...everything i have always wanted...and so you ask what is the problem with this scene. Well when dealing with an unstable girl on the verge of falling hard core....there is always lots of problems...for example... why would prince charming be with a a crazy girl...nope think about it...what is he hiding? Dare I think he has a tutu under his night and shinning armor, or is his hair going to come off during a makey outy session? Or even worse...will he spit bacon at my forehead with force while at everybody's favorite family restaurant, applebees? Tonight while in the tanning bed I did a pro's and con's list on whether to kick him to the curb or to keep him longer so when he kicks me to the curb i have a harder time with the salsa dance he will do on my heart?? Sounding crazy yet? You haven't heard anything yet... so back to the pro's and con's list! Dare I say that the pro's list was endless...and the con's list only had 2 thoughts...and those are even a stretch...so you would think that I would let it go and chalk this up to silent crazy girl thoughts but nope...i am not that easy to figure out!! I don't think that i am ready for perfect...there are so many things I want to do before taking the plunge into perfection....so these are my final words on the matter...I am going allow my self to be crazy and I am going to distance myself from my HB...thats right I even have a cheesy gooey nick name for him...My wise roommate was challenging this thought tonight...saying that it was crazy...and i had nothing going on or nothing else to look forward to right now....so why not allow a little perfection...bottom line for me is that I dont think my little excuse for a heart could take a salsa dance right now...so I will be proactive and curb side him first...crazy yes, but 9 out 10 crazy docs agree self preservation is good...so there you go...crazy girl ruins another chance at perfection....
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
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As one crazy person to another... I agree with the docs in saying that self preservation should be first. Think of yourself first!
I hope you listen to your friend Mandi's expert advice. Don't do irrational things out of fear of being hurt. Dating is a risk, but it is a means to an end. Love you! I need more pics!
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