On the verge...

So people I am on the verge...I have decided that the older I become the more philosophical I try to be...Which brings me to my next thought process...I have been thinking lately about the idea of beauty and what makes someone beautiful? As American's we spend thousands of dollars on trying to achieve this idea of beauty....and I sadly have joined the rat race to search for this concept that seems at time unachievable...I start my journey on Monday at 3 pm...the main question I can not seem to get off my mind is whether it is worth it? and who am I doing this for? Hopefully i will find some answers on this journey I am about to embark on....